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My girls, Zayaan and Zafira. Fighters and Survivors!!!! Both fought tooth and nail to be born into this world. Born almost 2 months premature,both have become my fighters. Their tenacity shows especially with Zayaan's personality. She has truly become my strength!!! My nunu punu!!! Zafira also has a really special place in my heart. My pride!! My child that actually looks a lil like me. It's early to say but she too has a bit of a temper who everday amazes me. 2 months old and fondly known as , My Boebela!!! My morning routine, Get up for prayers, Get done for work, Move them into our bed, kiss them goodbye and leave. Today however, I did not move them , I let them sleep. I kiss them goodbye and whisper sweet messages to them, you know the usual "Daddy loves you" "I'm gona miss you" "Be good for mommy" "Love you sister" etc ... but today, I added something " I'm coming home early" and in a flash, Zayaan was awake. "Where my Dadda?" "Dadda gona make salaah?". So kiss her again, and tell her that I will be home early today. Lay her on her pillow and close her eyes and off to sleep she goes. My kids are my life! I may not be the best dad in the world but I sure as hell am gona try. I may not give them all that their hearts desire but what I give them will be the best. I dread the day when I hear the screams across the room "I hate you daddy". That day I will make sure to let them know that I will love them no matter what. I will ensure they know that I am always there for them. They will never be left wanting or wondering where their daddy is.