No Emotion

Posted by: Gemini_01 in Untagged  on Oct 07, 2008 Print PDF

Gemini_01

I sit here trying to feel, or understand what I'm feeling. But there's nothing. Im numb. It saddens me to think that I don't or can't feel anything. I am one who relies on emotions to tell me if I'm write or wrong, instinct, if one can call it that.

Maybe, just maybe, just for once, I am to rely on my mind to help me.  I think that I am supposed to "think". Now this sounds so contradictory right now, because I tend to think a lot. But when it comes to actually making the final decision, my emtoions/instinct kicks in and i go with what I am feeling at that moment in time.

But right now, I am trying so hard to feel, yet NO EMOTION! It feels like a piece of me has died. I am a Woman, a being made of emotion. Yet today I cant seem to feel a thing....I feel paralysed, crippled by this lack of...

 


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written by zulugirl, October 07, 2008
Hi Gemini is there anything you can think of that has made you feel the way you do. I felt that way the past two weeks and I know it was my sister in laws illness then her death that made me feel that way. I couldn't even log into Bo the way I felt dead and emotionless. Chin up doll things will get better. smilies/kiss.gif
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written by Pepper Anne, October 09, 2008
Hi

I totally feel you on this babygirl, but like Zulugirl says, you gotta keep your head up.
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written by arashad, October 10, 2008
Hi

Can I assume your starsign must be Gemini? Being a Gemini myself, I acknowledge your feelings.
Like they say, "You are what you think".
If you think depressing, negative thoughts, this may manifest itself in your behaviour.
Dont worry, things will get better!
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