Posted by: sofistikitty in Untagged on
Nov 17, 2008
Forbidden Love
Author: Becky Garcia
How do I describe this feeling
Pure ecstasy, blissful, serene
The experience of floating away
Away to another plain with you
Far away where we are alone
Just the two of us in paradise.
Giving so much, one to another
Away from what keeps us apart
Where we can become as one
Holding on to our beautiful dream
The two of us forsaking all others.
Together, wrapped in our love
Swaying with the rhythm of life
Grasping what we can't have
Pretending that it's ours alone
No bother from outside forces.
Alone, just you and I forever more
But in reality, we must come back
Back to our senses and realization
Back to a world we wish to escape
Awakened to the truth of what's right
What's wrong and what is not ours.
Posted by: sofistikitty in Untagged on
Oct 23, 2008
Listened to old school slow tracks(Stylistics, Temptation, etc) while on my way to work. It got me nostalgic, reminiscing about my past life and how in love I was. The times we spent together and good times we had, 6 years!6 years say it out loud sounds like a life time.
Reading the post Just let it go, made me remember how for months I cried 6years! I gave every part of my being to you, I gave up alot, sacreficed...6 years!How I had to check if you "passed" anything on to me...6 years, I was true to you, stuck by you when you had nothing and then celebrated with you when you were back on your feet. 6 years...I had your back, I was your friend, lover...I covered for you when I got my first broken lip and bruise, because I knew you didn't mean it. After 6 years, you hurt me like no one has,WHY her? I looked at you my face feeling hot and swollen -6 years, why are you doing it again, what triggered you this time?6 years I would have never believed you could do this to me.You thought I was cheating cause you are?Third time I'm covering for you,WTF was I thinking.I'm not suppose to land up like this what am I doing?I look at myself in mirror, my loose teeth,bleeding mouth and think what am I doing wait WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!6 years!And its not love that I feel for you.
I am driving not looking back 6 years, 6 years.Got to be strong, but how ...after everything that we've been through.
6 years wow that was long *sigh* change the cd to Karyn White, some empowerment, strength giving lyrics...not nostalgic anymore rather thinking damn I actually got through it...
Posted by: sofistikitty in Untagged on
Sep 30, 2008
This is my first blog entry...after reading the ZIA'S GONE HOME post, I can't think straight. I have a lump in my throat that will not go away ...I need to let go , I need to cry. I to have lost and no one and nothing can help. I feel like the advice and condolenses I/people give are nothing. I wish there was more i could do or try to take some of the pain away. Yes I believe that things happen for a reason but still does not fill that gap, that emptiness. im so sorry ...
