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Its monday morning, most people are suffering from mondaytitus as am I. The weather for me is miserable as it is cold and wet out side. Yet i still came to work this morning thinking hey this day could turn out to be a good day, one can never tell. Much to my dismay unfortunately we cant always have what we want.Came into work only to discover that not only do i have to deal with a desk full of work. looks like a paper war but i had to deal with the fact that someone i had deemed as a very good friend no longer wants to be a friend of mine at all. what is it with people and the truth? why can they never handle the truth? why do they always expect to say and do bad things and get away with it? i don't get this about us so called human being's. well for me right now i feel like a pile of hogwash simply because to me i believed that i was doing the right thing but telling the truth and letting others know what is going on. yet everybody now seems to think that i am the bad one and i ruined two friendships. Causing misery to others is not my style. yes most people deem me the ICE QUEEN but i find that it is the only way people will not walk over me or take me for granted. with that i am also a brutally honest person thinking that maybe just maybe being honest is the right thing. The end of the day my friendship with Mr J makes me feel as if being honest was not the right thing to do. why? cause i lost a friend. yet it makes me think whether or not that person really was a true friend or not. oh well as he doesnt want anything to do with me anymore i guess i will never know whether he was a true friend. Monday morning blues, some people are dealing with weekend headaches and jol times, others are dealing with not wanting to be at work just because the weekend was just to short for their liking.Others are dealing with many other issues, i am dealing with checking a 200page correction (work) and the loss of a friend. sad day for sure!!!